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by Black Pills

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Recorded and mixed by Hieg. Mastered by Kevin Grindon.

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released April 3, 2016

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Black Pills Vancouver, British Columbia

Andrew
Daryl
Hieg
Kate

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Keeleigh and Brett play on this demo.

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Track Name: Grow/Rot
You were something once
I was nothing once
Everything fell together
It fell apart-

Reason replaced with words
felt like treason
I guess it was a season of change
nothing will be the same
I wont understand
I wont utter your name
under my breath
it gets shorter, as I get older

Rotting away
in a room
of decay
walls are falling down
room is closing in
chance of escape is looking slim
seeing clearly now
breaking down
grow
rot
this is my last dance
with reality
grow

No chance for romance
this is my last dance
with reality
I will take a bow
lacking modesty
I don't deserve the love
you wish to give me
remember me my love

worlds crashing now
walls are falling down
room is closing in
grow
rot
a chance of escape is looking slim
grow
rot
decay
things wont change
take me away
break me down
decay
grow

No chance for romance
this is my last dance
with reality
I will take a bow
for my last hurrah
remember me my love
so violently
grow
rot
grow
rot
get out
chance of escape is looking slim
grow-
Track Name: Suffering Through
When it rains, it pours
world closes doors
locks me out forever-

Chest crushing anxiety
gets the best of me
cant breathe, cant sleep
better off in my dreams
night terrors terrorizing
sleep paralysis patronizing
lost in my own head
a maze with no end
lets not pretend
I'm not okay
suffering through
my day to day

psycho analyzing
whats my diagnosis
psychosis
pharmaceutical warfare
wearing on my brain
I'm sick, sick in the head
better off dead
I've shed my skin, broke apart from this prison I live in
I'm growing now, planted my roots
I'm strong not stable, all my cards on the table
Playing with a full deck

Can't breathe
Can't sleep
Can't breathe
Can't sleep

Can't breathe
Can't sleep
Can't breathe
Track Name: Maximum Tolerated Dose
Maximum tolerated dose
pushing the limit
one life at a time
locked up and confined
a cold cage for a home
scared and alone
vivisection must stop now
the torture must end

maximum tolerated dose

species-ism is alive and well
we are all equal
put away your prejudice
drop the scalpels
respect all life
you don't have
greater moral rights

maximum tolerated dose

break the cages
until every animal is free
liberation now
we are equal
can't you see
break free from
torture
pain
suffering

break free
liberate
break free
liberate
stop the suffering
break free
liberate
Track Name: A Letter to Myself
It wasn't your fault
you didn't deserve it
i hope you know
that you are worth it

take my hand and walk with me
i know today is terrible
it will get better you will see
on the path to recovery

ignoring the abuse
hiding from the truth
you have your safety to lose
run away while you can
you're not where you're supposed to be
you can move on
you've known this all along

strong willed
strong minded
it wasn't your fault
don't you hide it

stay strong

When I was a young girl I witnessed myself and my mother
being beaten and abused I always blamed myself because I didn't know what to do
now I realize it wasn't my fault
I am not victim
I am a survivor
I will not be silenced

stand up
speak out
that's whats it's all about
dissolve the stigma
rip the blanket of silence
tear the blinders from your eyelids
stand up
speak out
that's what its all about
dissolve the stigma
stand up
speak out
stand up
speak out
dissolve the stigma